Journey to the death (1)

I was the first child of my family. I lived at small region in indonesia which called Manado.
One thing that i know, I was living without the person who people on earth called father.

Father??
Based on the science told us, the fertilization need sperms, and sperms itself come from men. When there is a fertilization, it means that one living creature is born.
Is that true???
Absolutely.

And when the child was born and asked where is father, mom???
what the meaning of all of that fucking bullshit...???

the fact ;
when i was about 6 years old, there was an accident that involved my father.
My father was murdered by a devilish man.

I was very upset back then, by knowing there was a damn guy killing my father.
I was intending to take a revenge, but unfortunately the reality says another story.
He was killed in jail.

And I recognised, i lived with hatred inside myself....


Welcome And Goodbye Revenge....!!!!!!!!